I used to love going to work but now it sucks. Our hours are being cut and, being a casual, we're the ones who suffer with shitty shifts. It's a shame because my poor attitude towards the company is showing in the way I interact with customers. I find myself not trying as hard to get the sale, to offer more products to the customer. Just sticking it out until if I graduate and get a full time job.

University is starting again in less than two weeks and I am scared shitless. I'm still feeling inadequate in everything I do that relates to my course. I feel like I've forgotten everything. What if I'm still not good enough to graduate? What will my lecturers think of me? With the majority of my course done, who will I turn to for help? Guess I have to depend on myself this semester.

Jonathon took me to see Les Miserables on Valentine's Day and now I am OBSESSED. Dad downloaded a pretty decent copy of it for me and I've seen it 11 times in 2 days, no joke. I've got the official soundtrack on repeat plus I've been reblogging the shit out of anything Les Mis related on tumblr. I think I have a problem.

I've always been reluctant to spend big money on cosmetics because 1) I'm a cheap Asian, possibly the cheapest person you will ever meet, and 2) nothing seems to work with my oily skin. I can't remember what caused me to buy this (maybe it was the sudden influx of Chinese New Year red pocket money) but I decided to try some Benefit products and holy shit, why have I not discovered it earlier??!? Best products I have ever used and the Porefessional is amazing at controlling my oily skin! My favourite products are definitely that, they're Real! mascara, and Girl Meets Pearl. Crying happy tears T^T

Catch y'all later! xx