Monday, 2 September 2013 at 1:19 pm with ≡
Do you guys fear the unknown? Do you hesitate in making big decisions because you don't know how things are going to pan out/if you're going to majorly regret it later on?
Unfortunately for me, my biggest regret in life is probably not listening to myself and choosing to study something in university that made my parents happy. Because now I'm stuck in a job and in an industry that I'm not too happy with. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy what I'm doing - there are some really lovely people out there who give me a great deal of job satisfaction. But if I have to keep doing what I'm doing for the rest of my life, I'd probably die a miserable old lady. Which is definitely not how you'd want to be feeling, especially when I spend a good 9-10 hours of my day at work.
I could totally go back to uni to study what I want to do (primary education) but that would take another 1.5 years. And here is where my stress levels go up. What will I do about employment while I'm studying? Will anyone be willing to hire me as a part time/casual? What about when I do my blocks of placement for uni? ARGH. So many things that I can't control and I hate it. Omg, I'm totally a control freak. I'd never describe myself as one before but holy shit, I am a control freak.
Any recommendations for ways to relax? Might try some yoga with my Dalek friend:
Labels: help?, life, rant, university